

So I had an apt on Wed. there were no changes, crappy I know!! But the good news is I am now scheduled for Thursday the 22nd to be induced!! YAY!! I LOVE visitors so if anyone would like to stop on by Please feel free!! I will be there for 48 hours.. There is however a good/crappy side to all of this, I will never be able to get pregnant again, I am scheduled to get my tubes tied the same day she is due.. I'm sad about that but way excited at the same time Josh and I only wanted 2 kids, and not only are we going to have 2 but we will have one of each.. Josh still may get fixed just to be double covered in that area not sure yet his Ins is not as good as mine.. Anyhow, I am a little scared to be honest I just don't know how I am going to be able to juggle Lexi and Caleb.. I don't want Caleb to feel left out or not as loved, I don't want him to think I love her more or that my time is only her's.. I just scares me!!! A side from that I FINALLY packed my bag for the hospital, all I have left to do is install her Car Seat and really that's more Josh's job :)... Well I will end here for now I will post when she gets here, I know you will be just like me and can't wait to meet her/see her!!
Please enjoy a few pics Lexi's baby bump at 39 weeks..










